Trust the Unease

Bridge Of Red, Cafe Breton Canon 300D

it is a divine discontent.
it is a feeling of unease.
it is a spinning, a purging, a state of confusion,
it is an emptiness, a bulging fullness, a contradiction, a mere illusion...

it's that time of the month again.
it's insights and realizations and going within, deep and dark.
it's cyclical. that much i know.
it is to be welcomed rather than shunned.
if i work with it, it works with me.
i embrace the unease. i embrace the discontent.

i trust it now.